Saturday, November 29, 2008

a new ending to an old story


This morning, grandma left us in peace.

Family was UNITED and we said goodbye.

We forget our differences and come together.

We shared tears and remembered our wonderful memories.

No more pain for you and I am glad.

Don't be scared POR POR, you will never be alone,

You will always be in our hearts and 

we can meet in dreams.

BUT still, wherever you are,

I am sure you will be smiling.

Gong Tsyn

PS: last night, memories flood back and i remembered scenes with her in my life.

it was CE (public exam) and i was feeling stressed out and feel pressured.

Mum told grandma about it and we had a really nice phone conversation.

i remembered her comforting me, telling me not to worry about it and go for it.
i could still remembered that i burst into tears hearing her words. 
I could remembered that i feel so much better after that phone call afterwards

as days go by, i guess this memory kinda faded away.

I will always remember her phone calls in the middle of the night.

she will be calling asking for my mother and once she hanged up she 
will call back straight after. 

I have to admit that there are times that i feel annoyed by her calls

BUT now thinking back....

i miss her voice so bad.